It has been a while since I wrote anything here and I blame change for that because when you start something and stop for a while for whatever reason it was you just don’t know how to go back to it. Truth be told I have written to many potential posts but as soon as I reach the end I just feel that it is not worth it because MEH!
So today I, right now, I am forcing myself to write whatever comes into my mind, and I promised myself that I will post whatever I end up writing and if this never saw the light I would disappoint myself, however, no one would know lol.
Furthermore, I wrote that word just to sound sophisticated but joke is on me because I’ll never be but who cares :p anyways, because we are 11 days into 2018, I would like to wish whoever is still reading this a happy new year and extend my apologies because you are reading this nonsense, but thank you I APPRECIATE IT.
I don’t do New Year revelations as I keep posting everywhere like, SHUT UP WOMAN WE KNOW! Basically, in my life I have decided to make few changes and I hope that I stick to them, and being in social media for as long as I remember I learned that when I document anything I want to do, 70% of the time I end up doing and sticking to them to avoid the embarrassment of being looked at as a quitter and for the sake, of having something important or at least important to me I am going to share them you!
• I am pro-Music, that’s why I decided to share good music on my Snapchat, one a day at least.
• Go on more early walks.
• Watch more animal videos. (I swear this is a major mood booster)
• Follow fewer people on social media, only the ones I really care about what the post.
• Write more, even if there is nothing to write about.
• For ones in my life, I am trying to fill a journal and not quit around February.
• Colour more. Be artistic,
• Listen to podcasts.
Now I know these sound silly, but I have been committed for the past few weeks, and I started each of them on different times, and I have been introducing each of them as time goes.
I have been slightly going back to my old self and this fact is scaring the hell out of me, I do not what to end up gloomy and sad, I do love life and I want to be happy and with how lonely and pressured I have been feeling recently, I think I owe it to myself to work hard to improve myself because I do believe that people need to work to be happy and not sit around in the dark waiting for that light to shine on them but they should get up and light it because life is worth being seen.
And I should stop preaching.